im gonna start off with school.
SCHOOL WAS FCUKING STRESSFUL,ESPECIALLY CT! i didnt complete it and when time was almost up,ALL my info on trigo just came back into mah head. fcuk fcuk fcuk! other than that,it was fine. After school,had dance/cheerleading practice. I was off mood ever since they one sentence you said,"sial uh,tak nak uh sia! nanti tak leyh tengok laki hot. kat town banyak laki hot,nanti tak lawa." or you said something like that. i know we're not together anymore but that kinda affected me,a lil bit.
other than that,dance/cheerleading was fine. there was this moment where you&i made eye contact. its not any other ordinary eye contact,it had that spark&all our past reminiscence came back into mah head. i suddenly thought of the past and that just made me miss 'us' more,y'know.
im just hoping the day would come,if it ever does occur. i've NEVER tried knowing some new RANDOM girl or asking for their contacts. I'm not tryna' prove anything but i guess this shows how much i am willing to change just for you.
you know that i still love you and you'll always be mah boo. :D

HAIYYYY.

Kinda feeling down right now,like seriously. If only i knew the answer,then i shouldn't have asked.
You're not the same! YOU are different from all the other girls I've met and that makes you special. I just want you back,that would be my BIGGEST wish. I know you're still considering and I've been waiting&I will. Those words........ Those words you said to me. It made me feel that i should give up on you but I wont. I still love you. This feeling did not fade ever since the break up.
I'll be waiting for you.

I LOVE YOU.

well,the day started off quite naggy.
parents nagged at me&all.
i was late for the futsal competition&arrived at 11:30am.
i played the first match,scored a goal.
was quite happy but we lost,2-1.
second match i played. all was confident we could win but in the end,lost 2-1 and i scored 1!
so,15-ed home with a dissapointed face. HAHAHA.
and have been doing hmwrk ever since. school's just a waste of my time but education is important.
homework,still lots undone. DIE DIE DIE!
tmr there is common test,MT! just finished holidays,and CT already started. MT is my WEAKEST subject,believe it or not. -.-
well im tryna' look on the bright side,friends are there&especially AMYLIA♥!
haven't seen in a loooong time,hah.

hello readers. :D

yesterday was awesome. Went out with Haja,Rashidah&Amylia♥ to dhouby ghaut.
We intended to watch a movie but in the end,Amy&Rashidah watched cause they were late and our movie would start very late. So,Haja&I waited for Amy&Rashidah to finish their movie.
After that,Amy's sis&boyf treated us fooooooooood. :D
thanks for the treat Juben&boyf.
then,headed home.
i asked Amy a favour,a kinda HUGE one but she agreed to it.
i kinda regretted asking for that favour cause I miss 'us' more than ever.
Like what Azlinah said 'dont hope too much,cause it wont happen'.
how am i suppose not to hope?
i miss 'us' and i still love you,alot.
you'll always be my boo♥

ALL THOSE LIES.
It will affect us as friends. How am i suppose to trust you? 2weeks of utter dishonesty. you should've told me earlier. I HATE LIARS! i mean,who doesnt?
you lied to me,for 2weeks! you dont think that's long? you should've told me,at least the outcome wont be that bad but you chose to LIE!
For 2weeks i actually and LITERALLY trusted you but still,you lied.
i dont know how this will affect us,as friends.
but im telling you,i aint coming easy.
AHHH! LIAR,LIAR,LIAR.
you're lucky you're a girl. THE GIRL WHOM I FELL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH!
still,you didnt and you choose to cover it up.
FYI : YOU ARE GOOD AT COVERING THINGS UP!
you convinced me that you LOVE me when you knew you didnt.
i will never hate you as a person but i hated you for your ACTIONS!

YOU'RE THE BEST AND THE WORST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME!

yet another breakup. it is expected,the way you texted me and the way you treated me.
it's just so obvious that it will happen again,soon.
the reason why i didnt take it lightly is because you are different. In my eyes,you have that spark.
you're just different from the others,whom i've met before.
my life has been very simple ever since you came into my life.
but now,you've stepped out of it and idk if things will ever be the same.
even though your feelings have faded,mine is still here,in my heart.
it was just yesterday tht you texted me,for our first monthsary.
and the next day,we're done. its kinda ironic to hear this.
this post is just how i feel and not to make you have the feeling of sympathy.
it's expected this will happen but i didnt expect it would be this quick.
idk wht went wrong,but you said it was everything.
so,im guessing tht i aint good enough for you.

Amy,i just wanna say thanks for all the sweet memories tht you've given me.
it will not be forgotten,easily.
i know you do not love me anymore but i still do.
i still love you,alot.